It would have been easier if he had shouted, if he had shown cruelty loudly enough for me to hate him cleanly. But Ethan’s face was worse. It was the face of a weak man watching himself make an unforgivable choice—and resenting me because I forced him to see it.
The heavy front door opened.
Suitcase wheels clattered over the threshold. Vivian was already walking into the humid Georgia morning when another contraction slammed through me, driving my forehead toward the cold floor.
From the porch, Madison whispered, “Is she serious right now?”
Then Vivian’s voice cut through the air, sharp and merciless.
“Lock both deadbolts, Ethan. Let her have the baby quietly. Don’t give her a chance to follow us to the airport.”
The door shut.
Then came the sound.
The metallic clack of the first deadbolt.
Then the second.
Some sounds do not stay in your ears. They bury themselves in your bones. For me, it would always be the sound of brass sliding into place while I lay in active labor on my own floor, locked inside my own house by the man who had promised to protect me.
The suitcase wheels faded down the driveway.
My husband left me there so he wouldn’t miss a flight.