I was thirty-two years old, standing behind an abandoned house with dirt under my nails, an empty wallet in my coat pocket, and my sleeping baby beside a pile of rotted cabinets, when the first crack appeared in everything I thought I knew.
Three months earlier, I had still been Isabella Cross—the name people said with admiration.
Not because of me.
Because of my husband.
Alexander Cross was a real estate developer in Greenwich, all smooth confidence and magazine photographs. He knew how to charm investors, charm reporters, charm waiters—charm entire rooms.
He came from old money disguised as new ambition.
His mother had opinions about linen napkins. His father talked about legacy over bourbon. His sisters smiled with their mouths and measured with their eyes.
When I married into that family, I thought I had been chosen.
I thought love had chosen me, too.
For a while, it looked that way.
We lived in a bright stone mansion with tall windows and a staircase that curved like something out of a film. We hosted dinners. We traveled. We talked about the future as if it were already waiting for us.
Then I got pregnant.
And something in Alexander shifted.